Well Hey everyone!!
As some of ya'll know the past few weeks have been especially rough for me. I guess thats what happens when you think and worry about stuff too much!!! lol. You get to wondering "Why me God? Why is this happening? Why couldnt I be normal like everyone else? Why, why why??"
You end up feeling jealous of the people around you who seem to have "relitavely problem free lives" and wonder why life is soooo unfair. Yup .... of course their problems seem big to them but compared to mine, most of them seem pretty small. Soooo by then you are feeling slighted and hurt, worried and completely miserable!! Pretty pathetic huh??? Yup I agree.
Finally last night, I just sat down and gave it all up. Worrying and getting sick over my problems really isnt gonna change anything!! I mean honestly, its natural to be worried about something like this ... but I cant let it take over my life and make my future seem hopeless.
I dont have a clue what the future holds, or what will happen to me .. but somewhere I really need to start trusting God. Please pray for meee!! I can use all prayers you all wanna pray lol. Also can u please pray that'd we'd get our own house soon. I really want to take long showers, run around looking like a scarecrow and make a mess w/out feeling bad lol!!!
Love ya'll, thanks for all the support you've given my fam :)
On Break
7 years ago
8 comments:
Yay Sar! I'm so happy for you! See ya Wednesday!
Its so hard to trust. to give it all to God, place it in his hands! But it is SO worth it! He can do a much better job of taking care of us than we can. I think most of us learn that one the hard way.. lol. :p I love you so much Sar, I pray for you all the time. <3 <3 <3 I will also be praying that you guys can get a place of your own soon! believe me I know how it is living with other people!! Its not bad but well.. its just not your own home!! :) :) Love ya!
awww, we'll be praying for you Sar.
I will be praying for you!! <3 you!
I love you Sar!!! And I'm going to keep praying...
<3
Thatta girl Sar! Just give it up to God!!
**Hugs**
SARAH!! What a joy to see your blog today.:) What relief when we finally come to the place where we can honestly say 'Not my will but Thine be done.' I'm still learning. :)Love you much Sarah. You have been in my prayers.
Praise the LORD!! We have been praying for you and your family!! It is sooo much easier to give everething to the LORD. Its Amazing what the LORD can do when you give it to him! I'll be praying for you Sar!!
Love,
Angelina
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